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Smile baby while we can smile 

hey lama kan tk update blog ni. *berhabuk* haha. kena paham. Mashidah bdk asrama lah katakan *tangan kedada mata ke atas* haha. Well cuti ? banyak benda buat k. Lepak sana sini. Jalan sana sini. Shopping sana sini. Haha. 

Now Mashidah baru finish semester 1. Alhamdulillah. Nk masuk semester 2 ni agak takut jugak la sbb pelajaran akan lebih mencabar lg kan. scary jugak la. Kena focus dlm pelajaran. hehe

My status ? yeah dulu ada relationship but tk sampai sebulan kami break. The true story is Mashidah tk boleh go on dengan relationship ni. I don't know why. Rasa mcm bersalah kalau teruskan relationship ni. Mcm menipu diri sendiri. hmm. Mashidah try mintak break and dia pun kata "OKAY" so we just smile and start with another. Ingatkan dia try la nk work out dengan relationship ni. but It's okay. Accept it. That's my point. Nampak mcm Mashidah kejam kan?? But ada sbb Mashidah buat semua ni. Now dia dh happy dngan someone better than me and hope relationship diorang long lasting. *smile*

My life isn't easy like people think. Always smile but I'm just feel bored every time. Why ni ?!?! ugh. 

Hey! story! haha. Someone mintak couple but please tk mau. Haha. Actually ramai yg tk tahu the real of Mashidah kan ? Haha. Mashidah actually seorang yg "NO FEELING". Bak kata arif abdullah "HG MMG GILA LAH, PERASAN APA PUN TK DA" haha. So how i can be perfect girl hah? Member Mashidah semua kata Mashidah 50/50 lah Lesbian lah. *SEDIH*. Pasrah pulak. Haha, tp sememangnya Mashidah mmg bukan jenis gedis lain yg senang nangis, senang nk cair dngan laki, and bila nk ckp benda yg sweet2 rasa geli. Brutal maybe ? When other girls say that boy handsome or cute I'll say "oh really? but he just looking bored for me?" hmm why ni Mashidah. Tolong la lembut sikit. Hiayaa. Ini lah padahnya bila dulu kecik2 main dngan laki je. Haha. But I am who I am. Just be yourself. It's more better.